Try Again today

You know what I have found over the years that one thing is for certain, I have a choice to do the right thing for myself and my happiness. I can't "fix" someone else but rather focus on how I can improve myself. I am only responsible for my sanity and well-being and not that of other people.

Life and the happiness we desire is just like sobriety we have choice to achieve both. I have not had a drink or any drugs for over 15 years but I can't always say I have been happy and I fully recognize that is my fault. Having said that, I think it is time that I change that because I deserve (just like all of us) to be happy.

This entry may not make sense to you all and I apologize if you don't "get it" I am just putting down my thoughts and feelings as it is good for me to do. I am tired and did not get good sleep which is something I need daily to be at my best.

I have to get out and run, then hang with my beautiful kids (as that really is all I am supposed to be is a good dad) before I leave for a race meeting in Monroe, Michigan.

Hey I know I mentioned getting the song "Heart of the Matter" by Don Henley in my last entry, well here is another one for you, "Answer" by Sarah Mclachlan.

The last thing I want to say is THANK YOU to all of the people who have provided me endless support with their prayers, guidance, trust and understanding. I know who you are and so do you.



Get out there and get it today.

TC